LOGAN MORRIS

Your the only thing that keeps me going.. and keeps me happy, just thank you for choosing me.. and being there for me. It means more than the world..

Been crying all day.. and this isnt a sob story, or trying to make anyone feel bad.. im just gonna vent to Tumblr. honestly… Im never good enough.. for anything. Its true. Idk. Today just sucks. Im overthinking to much. And my anxiety is off the charts.. I hate anxiety attacks. of course, what can I do about it.. nothing. And I feel like, Half the stuff im overthinking will come true, if not all. All im saying is.. I wish that I was better.. better looking, better personality, more confidence.. Theres so much stuff I wish I was better at, or had, or could do. If people realized the flaws that I have and all that, they would easily agree. Yea I may sound like a girl, but this is how it gets, and how you feel when your told that your shit your whole life. Thats why I never really take compliments. Then as for my girlfriend?.. she could do so much better.. im surprised she hasnt realized it yet.. she deserves the best she can get.. I just hope she never realizes how much better she can do.. cause if I lost her. Id lose myself.. id die. #Honestly just thinking about her leaving kills me.. but yea.. just needed to get that out. Im out.

Just please never leave.. and never lose your feelings for me, if its possible.. because I cant live without you <3.. Im serious. <3.

I try to stay strong, trust me, I try my hardest. But there is so much going on behind the scenes that only I know about. Been having anxiety attacks all morning.. and I just dont see the point of anything anymore. More and more people giving up and leaving day by day. Then me being me, I go off and overthink anything that can possibly happen. Just a really bad day. I just wish, “(someone)” would call.. or something. Just really need to talk… thats all…

Guess im just not good enough.

So… I dont even know where to start, You are the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me.. i just feel so happy. I cant even imagine my life without you in it.. your honestly my everything and that will NEVER change. You’re always on my mind 24/7.. like theres never a moment that slips by that your not on my mind, and I have never felt this way about someone before, ever, and your the only one that can make me feel like this <3, like when we went on our first date.. I was so nervous the whole day, just thinking, “what if i mess up” or “say something i shouldnt” then my cousin and I were just at the theatre waiting, then i get a call from you saying that your there, and i got way nervous.. then you walked in and my heart dropped.. my exact thought when i saw you was “oh my god she is perfect” i was just instantly happy :) later when we got into the theatre room, I put my arm around you, and you put your head on my shoulder, then i leaned my head on yours.. it was just the most amazing feeling ever, I wasnt worried about anything.. (besides the freaking cupholder thing -____-) or nervous, I just canceled out the world and all that mattered was us :) it was just this unbelievable, amazing feeling that I cant even explain, it just.. Felt Right <3 that whole time i felt like i was dreaming :) it was so amazing… and out of everyone.. ive never gotten that feeling before..  then later when the movie was over and i waited for my cousin and your cousin to walk out, then i grabbed you and hugged you and asked you how you would like to be mine and you said id love to:) then i had to say “so is that a yes?” lol -__- haha and you said yes then we had our first kiss together which was just… Dont even get me started on that ;) <3 and ever since.. you have made me the happiest guy on earth, its just great :) your loving, caring, funny, outgoing, we have like EVERYTHING in common and haha your just my perfect girl :) like I still cant get over the fact that you’re mine. its crazy… Im already jealous of all those clearfield guys who get to see you everyday soon.. hopefully you wont get to cool for me ;) cause id hate to see you ever fall for someone else.. that would completely suck big time :... But, anyway i know I havent even known you that long.. but i feel like ive known you my whole life, everything about you.. just feels right when were together :) everything that doesnt make sense about me, makes sense with you ;) idk.. this might sound weird.. but i honestly want you forever.. your the best thing that has ever happened to me, and i never want to lose you <3 #ForeverAndAlways wow… looks like i can be corny….. lol, well I had to get this out ;) night yo.